I just realised something just now as I was chatting with my friend. I askd him some basic questions (not so basic to come and think about it since even my own family will not get it right, and didn't even get it right, actually) about myself. I expected him not to know, and I was right. But he also asked me about him, and I was stumped. While I keep people out, I was being kept out as well. But I told him that I don't mind, I won't get hurt this way. But do I really want to cut myself out? It has to be for the best after all. If they get too attached to me there might also be a problem, because the hurt can work two ways and I don't want to end up hurting them when I walk away. I think for now distance is still the best option.
Time: 0050
Date: 24/01/2010
About Me
- Fara
- Uh, basically I'm quite simple, really. Treat me nice and that's what I'll be, but if otherwise, I hope you don't expect me to remain nice ^_^
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